You should have never come here.

-But I did not know what else to do!

That is inconsequential, there is nothing for you here, save pain and suffering. You will not be rewarded for your misery. Instead you will be despised and cast out, more than you already are. People will consider you elitist for your pointless endeavor…selfish even.

-This is not what I had in mind…not what I expected at all.

I know…it is an unfortunate thing that you are experiencing, but it is your burden to suffer this nonsense. Remember, you chose this. You forced this upon yourself. Your pain is your own and you will either pass or you will fail. Neither result is of any great consequence, as you hate this. You despise it with whirlwind fury. You fucking masochistic asshole. Your god damn egocentric elitist superiority complex has turned against you. How dare you? Expecting that all considered valid by men would be comprehensible to you.

-We have all been deceived. There is no fucking way this is true.

You thought yourself intelligent when in fact you were the idiot! You were the imbecile!

-How could I have been so blind?

Well, you are only human, flawed and beastly dead.